like newborn?

I've just realised that all I had written in this blog so far is so pessimistic. I don't really now why as I've always thought of myself as very optimistic! I never tend to worry about things, at least I don't show it. However, my best friend says I'm the biggest 'grumbler' in the world. It's high time to stop that. I've found new energy to live, I don't know from where, but it is all around me. Maybe it's this spring weather, sun, birds - they all make me feel like newborn. Or maybe it's somethng else... :) And the long weekend is so close!